Saturday, November 5, 2011

4/11/2011


Beloved aunt,

I am sorry that i din't get to see you in your last face ytd when my dad told me that you're dead .. I was like don't joke leh? I can't belive .... Inthend he told me it's real he asked me do i want to go & visit you i say okay. But when i woke up i was like still in shock i can't belive it .. You're dote me the most among other kid as you are the one that watch me grow up takecare of me when my dad & mom is working you are the closest aunt to me ..When we went to guang ming shan when i saw your bones i din't cried .. But when the uncle ask me to called Gugu yi lu hao zho i cried .. i can't belive that you're gone , when i saw your photo hanging there i totally can't tahan i cried ... It's really so upset i feel like WHY? It's so suddenly i remember last year newyear we went out tgt & you sent me hm it's the last time i will ever see you again ? When in the car i was holding your ashes when they called me when the car turn i must said Gugu guo qiao le i totally break down .. I really cannot believe that you're gone .. From now onwards i can't see you , I can't touch you, i can't smell you, Your sound , Your face it's like you disapper from this world ... All those moments that you given me from young till now all flood to my head .. I really miss you ... I miss the time we spent tgt , I miss calling your name !! I miss talking to you , i miss your cooking !! But ... i can't see u anymre ... You're gone .. I regrate without taking a picture wif you. I really scared that i will forget how you look .. You have a heartshape face , Bigeye double eyelid , Short hair , White skin , You are skinny you love wearing dress ... Gugu i believe that now you're in heaven & you will protect me from heaven alrite i can't see you but i know you're always looking at me . rest in peace .


Love,Yihui


Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Hello readers,



Hmmms today i decided to blog about "Who am I" ? well that means my character . Hmmmms I am a Shy , Quiet girl. That what i give people my first impression ! haha actually my character is quite alike to the first impression. So let continue other than shy & quiet i am also a girl that think too much ... I love listening to sad song more then happy song i can be stubborn at times , & i think that i got 2side one side is normally what you see me the another side :) You must be damn close to me then you will see it ^^ I love to watch drama , Movie , Anime. But no horror movies for me ! & I got one bad point i don't really know how to express my feelings to other people. So they everytime said that i don't get angry one . But yeah i don't get angry easily . But the point is I am a human cofrim i will have emotions ! but normally outsider can't see it only when i am wif my close friend they see my face and they will know. I love reading books :) I love listening to music I am a very emotional person.. My friend once say that my appearance look like a girl that need to be protect but actually my heart is very strong . Well this question even i ask myself am isit likethis? I still dunno the answer yet . Sometime when something bad happen i always will hind myself up into kind of my "Ownworld" As they called escape the reality . As i don't wanna face it. But when time passes i will always tell myself "escape does't solve the problems you must face the problems " And You must be strong to face whatever that going to drop down on you!" I love buying clothes , Bags , Shoes , makeup & ect . I think most girls like shopping rite? ha Everypeople have a dream. Me too ! They alway say that when i grow up i wanna become this become that! But it's all just talk .! You need to step closer to the dream that you want by doin it in real Life ! So that even when you fail you can tell yourself that i tried my best ! & my quote for life is : Put in all your fullest effort in everything that you do ! Nothing is impossible! If you tried your best they might come true !











Goodbyeeeeeeeeee ~ :)





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